You know, even changing the "I am ugly and worthless" into "I feel ugly and worthless" makes a difference. I've realised that this is how I currently feel, and I found the possible causes of it:
1. since my nose surgery I have yet to go out, dress up and have a nice time drinking
2. my period is really close, so it's probably PMS acting up
3. I have to force myself to study, knowing that I might fail in some exams
4. haven't lost a pound since like forever
So, these are the things that I worked on.
This morning I went into the drugstore and bought a face mask and Nurofen for period pain (to be prepared). I spent three hours studying, which gave me some confidence and I filled up my fridge with yogurt, milk, broccoli and Kellog's Special K.
In a month one of my friends is visiting me and I want to look right (happy & pretty).
being happy. I made this.
xx
Aw that's such a cute idea! I need to rearrange my room and do something to make it look not so depressing. I'm sort of with you on the feeling low. I don't know why, it just seems like nothing I do is working. But I am studying, spending today doing economics and chemistry. Take care hon, love ya.
ReplyDeleteYou seem to be finding reasons and that's brilliant instead of blaming yourself for things that cannot be helped. Keep up the good work and hopefully you won't need the neurofen. I hate periods - meh!
ReplyDeleteLots of love, Lucie xx
Yes, that one little word makes a world of difference! And when you find potential reasons for the feeling you can do exactly what you did and work to minimise the reasons :D
ReplyDeleteOmg, I'm not sure what I'm more envious of. The fact that you had vanilla rooibos tea of you now have an adorable potplant. Um, BOTH XD I just had to dump some 'Christmas Tea' that Mum gave me. It was over 4 years past it's best-by date and tasted really bad. Thank you for the inspiration for what to do with the tin! :D
Take care of yourself. I hope your nose keeps healing quickly and your monthly crampage is minimal <3
I like that you wrote down possible causes. Hooray for being rational women. Even if you're feeling crappy, you're still sane!It could be seasonal too. I know the lack of sun makes me grumpy.
ReplyDeleteGetting rational, I see, that's good. Thinking is the best part of the day and there's nothing that feels a biggest victory than finding an answer for a puzzling problem. So en joy it with your cute plant ^^
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Hey there! My names Halley. I've actually been ready your blog for a while and diced to start my own yesterday and way hoping to gain a couple readers for support. It would mean a lot! I love to help you out too. I know it's a lot easier with friends to support you
ReplyDeleteI hope you find some confidence in going out. You've been looking forward to doing so since before your surgery. PMS is a terrible thing and it destroys our moods. Keep your head up darlin.
ReplyDeleteXOXO
So inspiring! You know what you want and you
ReplyDeletere staying optimistic and actually making an effort to get what you want. I love that.