I got to meet two friends from school. We used to be best friends with these two girls but things have changed. These past three years only one thing was made clear to me: relationships suck, as much as the world sucks. I have been hurt twice and once more, and now I am careful. I think I will never again use the words "best friend". I know I have hurt people around me as much as I have been hurt, it takes two to tango, they say, so I am careful now.
I just had to go out with this girl (L) I used to share all my high school time with. Now we are two complete strangers and it's so hurtful for me, being a girl who at the age of one until 16 had another girl (D) to share their lives with. A twin, if you will, our names will be forever connected for some people. With her we are fine, but oh well...
Today I found myself not wanting to chat with her about my life. I didn't want to tell her about my relationships, my university, my holidays.
Now I use the term "close friend". I think it suits me more.
D: Aww I'm sorry about the meeting...
ReplyDeleteI can relate to "being careful" with people, once I got hurt twice, I never trusted anyone anymore..
and at some point everyone's gonna hurt you I learned.. :(
Best of luck
xxx
I am sorry about it all hun. It is hard to be close with people. It is worth it to try and open those doors anyways- some are worth it.
ReplyDeleteI can relate to that, especially the names being connected. I haven't been close to two friends for almost 3 years, but our names are always connected. I have learned to be careful with whom you share things with. Girls are bitches. You can rarely trust them. For this reason I have learned guys are much better friends.
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