No one left.

Today was a "me" day.. I didn't want to talk to anybody and just sat there at class without saying a word. It feels weird even for me how my mood switches from on to off to completely mad for no reason to suicidal. I can only imagine how freak-ish I look to people around me..

I had another driving lesson. I am up to 10 and have another 10 to complete it. That means my exams are after Christmas, along with my university exams. Diet went okay for Day 1. I started at 58. Again. Wow that 58 will never disappear.. but I'm optimistic and don't even know why. The meat I baked was really -like really- hard to chew but that made me full.

I have a small headache but I don't worry yet. To keep myself busy and away from the kitchen I did something I haven't done for so long. I ironed my underwear. Lol. I hate ironing but at that time it sounded better than Genetics I.

I will probably sleep early tonight. E wants to come for a movie. Why not? I really don't want to go out tonight, avoid any alcohol or food. We will see..

Question: what is one thing that you feel "naked" without?

-funny but I always have my hand's nails painted so without nail polish I feel really weird.

What about you?

Rome Diet

Second post for the day.

I am so glad you all loved the bikini thinspo! It's the first NovemberDecember when I don't feel like a freak just because I'm freaking out for bikini season. That's because last year this time I didn't have this blog and all of you :)

Thank you for letting me realise I'm not (that) crazy!

Love you aLL*

Of course you have noted that my titles don't respond to my posts. Well this time it's not that: Rome Diet. It's not actually until New year's just because on the 16th I'm flying home so I won't be allowed not to eat. That shortens it out to 17 days. And then we'll see..

So! I'm letting you know what I will stick up to, just in case you want to follow it. Taken into consideration:

a) my anaemia and the upcoming blood tests

b) my exam studying at uni

I'm following the below plan.

_Breakfast: black coffee, a red apple and 5 hazelnuts for energy. Red apple can be eaten at university instead.

_Lunch: three rice cakes with low fat cheese spread and an apple.

_Dinner: A small piece of oven cooked no oil added meat with a small plate of broccoli.

a cup of orange juice daily along with my pill.

This is according to BBC "Super Slim Me" I recently watched. I added the hazelnuts and the orange juice so it's about 650 cals a day.

The happy part is that if I get to 55 in Rome I have a reward. You can imagine what that would be, cant you? ...oh yes, a brand new wardrobe. And where better to shop than Italy?

and if I reach 55 sharp I promise photos too :)

I need support girls! I cannot make it without you, really.. oh, I measured my waist too, it's 74cm right now. Just posting it to remember it..

If you are interested to follow, let me know by commenting.

believe it or not, this is what I'm aiming for

Psychotic? me?

Goodmorning. It's Monday.

Someone at the radio is asking the audience what name should she name her coming baby boy. Weird. I mean the name should mean something to you and not a completely stranger..

Anyway. I'm drinking black coffee in my Mickey and Minnie Mouse cup. I love that cup, mostly cause it was a gift. Today I begin studying for my exams on February. That means I spend much time at university so less eating. Can't wait! My stomach feels bloated from yesterday's pop corn. We watched "Blow" with Johnnie Depp. It was okay. I got a little sad too.

I really want to take the chance and clean my body today. I want so badly an empty stomach right now.. I hope coffee would help. So I decided since we really don't have winter here (26 Celcius degrees) to post a bikini thinspo.

Cause to look like that when summer comes,

you gotta start working on it NOW

a black suit looks oh, so chic and minimal

some stylish beach girls, I have to admit

very likely this to be a photoshoot but whatever

THIS is perfection.

At night.

Just want to say hi :)

Party at the university, lots of alcohol (vodka oh, yes) lots of people, nothing really interesting though, kinda dizzy...

Didn't like my outfit much, but I was wearing nice underwear and my hair looked good. That's all you need to feel nice, don't you? I let my hair fall down on my shoulders, first time in a really long period. I blame it on the liquor.

ANYWAY I managed to put on half of my pyjamas and then decided to post! Well as for the tattoos, I'm not afraid of needles so that's not the problem. I'm thinking maybe I will do one on my right wrist that says "believe in dreams" but then again I want something inspiring. Or maybe on my toe, the one that shows when you wear ballerina's shoes. I like them but I'm not quite sure I want one.

Oh, it's almost five in the morning maybe I should try to sleep. Saturday was one moody moody day for me!

Goodnight *

207 people are waaaaay too many :D

I am sort of addicted to my blog lately, I really want to post every day even if I don't have something to say. Today is one of these days.. I thought it would be really great to throw a tea party here, haha! I just can't figure out how.. I know I'm crazy but just saying.

So this morning I had my 9th driving lesson. And black coffee. A stupid guy on a motorbike kept yelling at me "hey, move already! now I'm sure you can go faster!" when I was trying to pass the smallest road my teacher's office is hidden at. Well f*ck you, mister! I was laughing so much and then my teacher thought it would be nice to go even slower just to irritate him..haha. Mission accomplished. I have such a good time at my lessons. Then I had a salad and a diet coke for lunch. Great huh? Evening found me eating pasta with chicken, olives and green peppers. Oups again..

What is wrong? I'll tell you what's wrong. I am doing nothing all day but watching Big Bang Theory and driving. I am a loser two weeks now.. Me & my fish. He hasn't eaten since Sunday and I am oh, so scared. On the other hand, why can't I do that?

I really wonder.,

well, I don't use celebrity thinspo often, but wow look at her outfits!

plus I love the colour of her hair. I kinda like her tattoo too!

does anyone have a tattoo or planning on having one?